>>13576818>>13576768>>13576764>>13576708>>13576704Thanks Guys!
I really appreciate the things you have said.
Yes, I'm sad, depressed and a little desperate.
I feel alone all the time but when my grandma talks to me to comfort me when she sees me crying and wishing I was "normal"...
Sigh...
If only you guys could spend 2 hours in my shoes you would know how hard it is to live with myself.. How sad it is too look around looking for something to hold on to and fall to your knees...
You try to overcome it, smile, pretend is gonna get better but it doesnt and it hurts.. It gets worse... You sit there in a room that gets on your nerves because of how silent and dead it is..
It's been 3 months since the last time I went to the market with my grandma and It was terrifying..
I like this site, specially /vp/ not only because we can go around anonymously but because I get to relate to all of you and I'm not afraid of it..
I get to feel like there's a lot of people around me liking the same stuff that I like and sharing that with me..
I love you /vp/ you all have been my friends for months, you guys and pokemon got me hanging.. sigh.. my eyes are sweating...