>>13602824B-but my love, this pain will strengthen our bond. I promise you'll start to like it, no, love it. You'll crave the feeling of my so called "abuse" because it will validate my feelings for you.
We'll be together forever.
I wonder how often N has nightmares. I hope he has them often. Imagine lying next to him at night, woken up by pained sobs and him shifting back and forth in his sleep, covered in sweat.
Oh how I'd cherish pushing his moist bangs away from his hot forehead, the way his eyebrows furrowed in fear or discomfort. The tears running down his flushed cheeks, well, I don't know if I'd be able to contain myself. Most likely I would lean over and lick them off of his face.
Though if I did manage to contain myself, when he woke up suddenly, shivering and cheeks tear stained.. I would hold him. Stroke his hair and comfort the poor man, wipe the tears off of his face. I'm not sure if I would hide it or not, but most likely I would lick the tears off of my fingers.
Guys, I love N.
