>>13733671I have friends from school, and friends from uni that I am very close with. Some of us get together and have weekends away every year. Every meetup is fun and enjoyable, and the photos make me happy when I reminisce and think of all the fun we had.
I get it. You expected to have the 'Friends' thing, and you don't see that happening and it sucks. Real friendship is different, yes. But it's still very fulfilling.
It's easy to give up and not try. Go ahead, be a fucking pathetic quitter. You're lazy. You're too lazy to try to make friends, because deep down you're afraid to expose yourself to new people - to leave yourself vulnerable to being accepted or rejected. And it's easier to stay in your shell than risk rejection. Well fuck your pathetic attitude. You're a quitter.
If you want friends you have to put yourself out there - make the first move, talk to people, be open to being accepted or rejected. THAT'S FUCKING LIFE, MAN. True friendship is hard to find, because it takes effort. And bitches like you don't try and then adopt this woe-is-me-friendship-isn't-real bullshit to console yourself.
I see right through you man. Right into your very fucking soul. You can't bullshit me with that rubbish.