>>16552075I was you at one point. There's a path we follow here.
#1. Public dissatisfaction, basically you'll come out and say "I HATE IT SO GROSS" yet you will view it anyway because "I'M JUST CHECKING HOW GROSS IT IS" (very long stage)
#2. The acknowledgement of the weird boner
#3. Denial, you KNOW you don't want to see it, yet you secretly do
#4. Random thoughts: You'll think about it randomly throughout the day, possibly getting turned on.
#5. "I-I'll just do it once to get it out of my system"
#6 One of us.