Since this is a shitty thread, I'm going to tell you about the fucked up fapping I've been doing.
I'm watching a vid of an attractive asian woman accidentally dying during auto-erotic asphyxiation. AE is where you cut off the blood/oxygen to your brain whilst masturbating, the lack of oxygen supposedly making the orgasm more intense. Of course it's very dangerous performed alone, you can fall unconscious very suddenly and then you're doomed.
This silly bitch was filming herself squatting on a vibrator in her cunt, an anal plug in her ass, whilst strangling herself with a noose tied to the door handle. If only she'd had a lover to film it for her. She's enjoying herself, staring at the camera and rocking her hips back and forth when she leans too much weight on the noose and that's it, lights out, she's fucked.
Her head droops and all her weight is on her feet and the noose. After 30 seconds the most amazing fit starts, her hands flailing at the noose, slapping it instead of gripping it, her body shuddering so hard the clothes pegs on her nipples fly off, her legs kicking as she pisses herself.
Her legs splay apart like she's doing the splits, and oh God, she sinks down onto the vibe, her pubis is almost touching the floor and all 6 inches are inside her tight asian cunt. I like to think that even unconscious she felt something good, instead of the burning pain of hanging. After about 30 more seconds she's still.
I've cummed to the vid 3 times, and I'm getting hard again. This may sound sick, masturbating to a woman dying, but she was one horny slut, her spirit would probably say she wished I had been there to cut her down and fuck her on the bathroom floor.
(no link, I'm not sure if legal)