>>18636474honestly, I hardly know myself
I just had a weird dream as a kid where I got eaten by a whale
It led to a bizarre fascination, but it didn't turn into anything sexual until I found out about the fact that there are others like this a couple years ago
It's one of those things that really would not exist like it does if it weren't for the internet letting freaks find other freaks so they think they're normal
It is also the absolute worst fetish to ever have