>>18857330I have more of it still saved from when I first wrote it.
Just for the record, if I had to put money on it though, I'd say that N wouldn't care what gender I was. I'm basing this off of what I perceive as a complete lack of experience while dealing with anything romantic. He seems to be more interested in equations and the well being of pokemon rather than getting his dick wet or ass pounded. And say I had raped him, he probably would have blocked it and would avoid sexual relations unless in his fucked up mind he was absolutely sure I was the only one who could complete him. That's what would make my plan taste the sweetest.
I've been thinking about this ever since I first got about halfway through Black. I want to break N. It's not because I hate him, oh no. Quite the opposite. I love him, and I want him to not physically or mentally be able to go on without me.
His reaction, I have concluded after much deliberation, would be of shock at first. His skin would lose it's color and eyes seem dead, then he would start to shake violently. I would tell him I did it because I love him and always have, and that I simply wanted to show him my devotion.
His already broken thought process and limited social interactions with humans would quite possibly lead him to accept this. After all, he's never really experienced love from a human before. What would he know of it? I would stay by his side forever and ever.
Oh /vp/... Why can't this happen?
