Why do I have to be so fucking autistic?

Beware for hyper autism.

I have a favorite Pokemon, but the thing is, the only reason I like it is purely for nostalgia and for how long time I've kept that Pokemon as my favorite. But seriously, I don't like its design that much. Yet I still use it in every team I play etc. I have also made Ash-like storyline that connects the teams and if I was to change my favorite Pokemon I have to reboot that shit which sucks.

There are so many other Pokemon that like a lot more than my ''favorite pokemon'' but I just can't let go. It's to deep in my heart. It's the first pokemon I ever used and the Pokemon that got me into the franchise.

I don't want to be this autistic /vp/