>>20506441Then talk to other people that will listen. Why would you throw your life away for parents that won't listen? If they ignored you if you said you had cancer, we'd say they were monsters. And they are monsters in their own way. Maybe they legitimately can't see how awful things are for you.
But there are other people. Friends. Your doctor. Your teachers/lecturers. Your neighbours. TALK TO PEOPLE. Don't stop until you get answers.
When you had to find the Surf HM in the Secret House in the Safari Zone, did you give up after the first 500-step playthrough? You damn well didn't. You re-tried multiple times until you got to that house. Think of your problem like that - you might "run out of steps" a few times in order to get help for your depression/suicidal thoughts, but eventually you navigate to that Secret House of good health and YOU'LL BE F$%KING DELIGHTED YOU PUT IN THE EFFORT.
Good luck man. You want help, that's why you're posting here. Take the advice and go seek professional help. You'll be fine. :)
