>>22160748Literally fuck the author of Eragon. He only got lucky because his dad has ties to publishing. That book is complete YA trash filled with plagiarism.
>>22157724Stop fapping. It ruins your motivation, fucks with your hormones, and gives you bad skin. Try eating well (food is energy before entertainment) and actually exercising, at least going on a walk every day. Work out if you're really feeling it, it works wonders. Increased testosterone, actually feels good, accomplishes more than just stagnating there, will make you want to eat/sleep on time, and you'll get stronger, healthier, and more confident/motivated as a bonus. Drink a glass of water every hour, make this a religious level rule. If anything you take from this, it's this one. Tiredness in the average person is often related to dehydration. Try meditating for at least 15/30 minutes a day. It'll help calm your mind and stress.
If you are willing to open your mind like a parachute and you will sail through the breeze rather than crash. This may seem like a lot, but people ignore their basic needs too much in the modern day. All of these basically take 2-3 hours, which you can definitely afford to spend. Take care of yourself anon, especially if you think you're the only person you have. Good luck, make your Pokemon proud of their trainer at least.