>>22847977im not trolling you here and am going to give you the best advice anyone has ever given you regarding that.
i was the same as you. then i started injecting 500mg of testosterone per week and taking anavr at 50mg every day (im the steroid guy who posted before ITT) and suddenly my whole mindset and life changed. i got a decent body and people started treating me good. at first i thought it was because of my body, but it was how much my MIND changed that made people treat me better in most cases. i even got motivation to get a better job from it an my whole life turned around.
seriously, inject some testosterone and watch your mind change (the hormonal effects of it will help you) then start working out as well.
not trolling, i simply want to pass on my advice to you an hope i can help you