>>24875208Oh. You aren't that person I was thinking of.
Sorry, here I thought there would be some silly way to apologize to her before losing the entirety of my sanity.
As for you in particular, if you want to lose memory, you can be like me. All you have to do is push yourself to the mental limit, "See the Void" if you will, then try to accept the whispers and shadows that come and speak their logic to you. At first it'll be scary, because your aware that its just a side effect from the intoxicant, but then after the 2nd or 3rd year when the shadows and whispers haven't left, you'll start listening, and you'll start fading away into a whisper and shadow inside of something new.
Its taking a dip in the sadness pool, but you get to stay a little bit mindful, if you have a heartache, it'll keep you afloat from drowning in the madness.
You can be a madman like me too friend! We can be buddies, and talk about the snow and its composition and how many electrons you can hypothetically pull from it and use for dry cleaning ties!
