>>27127013Sorry, I worded it wrong. I'm extremely tired.
I'm basically saying if I can put no effort into it and still get recognized just as much as if I was putting my best towards a school assignment, project at work, etc, than why am I even bothering to try? Why should I bother to stress myself out at all for other people who honestly don't give a shit if I even wake up tomorrow?
I honestly have trouble just giving a shit about anything anymore in life because of it.I've lost my passion towards everything. I'm sure that's partially whatever mental illnesses I have playing at work too though. I'm not saying I'm better than the other low lives on this planet or anything, just that I don't see why I should mentally punish myself for it.