>>27395215I really don't mean to be condescending or dismissive here, but I mean this unironically. I felt this same exact way when I was 13 until I was 15. When I was 16 I started to like cute things again. I'm fairly sure that having a violent reaction to cute things is just something that happens when you have a shitload of testosterone and human growth hormone flooding your body. So either you are abusing anabolic steroids or you are in the throes of puberty, and I know which is more likely statistically. You'll get over it some day anon. Maybe you'll even stop popping boners completely at random.