>>28009769I agree with other anons, if you actually go through with it at least do the world a favour and get rid of someone "horrible"
(sort of a joke, but it does make sense)
I wanted to kill myself for a long time, I tried once and when I failed the drive to do it was never as intense. I was depressed as fuck for some 7 years, thought about it all the time. When walking to work I would think about throwing myself in front of cars, when I was AT work I'd think about killing myself with the razors in the back. I thought about hanging myself at night on the tree in the backyard etc. But I never did it because I never hit as low as the first attempt, and actually there were many events that prevented me from doing it anyway. Gaining several new groups of friends, who admittedly all are no longer my friends now. Doing different studies, even failing most due to anxiety. HOWEVER I finally met somebody who I fucking love and completely changed my world, and I am so fucking grateful I didn't go through with it or get worse enough to miss this opportunity. It may have taken a while but 7 years is nothing compared to an eternity of death, even a lifetime of depression to have a chance at happiness is better than an eternity of death and never experiencing happiness.
I completely understand how it would just be easier to not feel anything, think anything etc. But just consider the opportunities, you have no fucking idea what could come, bad or good. Life is not that fucking long, live it out you fucking pusspuss.
