>>28413898This isn't a funny idea, you think it is, but it isn't. My best mate was shot a few months ago, drive by shooting, who was there with them? Me.
I held them, I got the whole speech-- it's funny, because you think that only happens in the movies, but being told by someone dying, let alone your best mate, that you gotta tell all their family that they love them and not to forget it, it's harrowing.
I've never been able to get his face out of my head, I remember seeing his eyes close that final time, expectng him to just open them again, and he never did.
It's fucking horrible, please do not wish it on yourself, or anyone else. I still dont sleep properly. I see his mother every other day and she has gone from bubbly and happy to a shell of a woman.
