>>28552853>Also depression thread.Finally. I feel so bad right now, glad I'm not alone in these sorts of feelings. College sucks.
>I have no car>the cafeteria always has the same breakfast>lunch is only served during classes>half the "clubs" available aren't even clubs>bathrooms are shared by half the floor>little to no reception>classes are overworking me>still no friends (except for that one girl I sit next to in one of my classes)>tired of "instant" foods (I know how to cook basic things but I can't get ingredients without a car)>still don't even know what I want to major in>got the worst hall even though I didn't apply for it>air conditioner full blast in it and every single one of my classes. Coupled with me getting cold easily = lugging around jacket in the hot outside weatherIn high school at least I could manage being social with everyone who wasn't my friend but here I just can't. I don't know if it's stress or just the fact that I can't keep up an "act" of friendliness if I see people 24/7 wherever I go, but I just want it all to end. This was where I was supposed to be an adult but I feel less free than before. I have more to say but I've already ranted with my brother about it. The only thing keeping me going is pokemon and a class I'm taking that's very fun and has a neat professor. But yeah, I've probably listened to the japanese trailer's music a million times by now because it's the only thing that makes me feel better. Especially since I come from a place that's somewhat subtropical in the summer. Alola reminds me of those summer months where I didn't have to worry about anything.
