>>28590604I feel you anon.
The best thing to do, honestly, is to stop worrying about it so much.
If it happens, it happens. Fap when you want to what you want. The media in general glorifies sex, when in reality it's just not that big a deal.
If you can deprogram yourself from idealizing it it becomes a lot less intimidating, and it becomes easier to just not worry about it.