>>30839065i also slept with mine until i was 14. my parents just found it easier to have me in their bed instead of coming to my crib all the time when i was a baby.
i didn't think too much of it at all until i started wanting to sleep by myself when i was about 10 or so. what was weird is that my mother was EXTREMELY reluctant to let me sleep in my own room, and would often become aggressive and force and manipulate me into sleeping with her.
when i would search online for people in similar situations, it was mostly them wanting to sleep with their parents because they were too afraid to sleep by themselves, but it wasn't like that for me at all. even when i eventually started sleeping on my own, my mother would constantly beg me to sleep with her. i still don't know why exactly.
i still feel disgusted every time i remember the heat of her body against mine. i know it sounds sexual but it wasn't at all and it makes me extremely revolted and embarrassed. my childhood was awful because of this and the countless of other things my mother did.it's safe to say i don't have a good relationship with my mom now.
