>>31053260>Fuck people that had a shitty upbringing, my social awkwardness is something beyond my controlAs someone clinically diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome that has become a functioning member of society through years of therapy, I don't give a flying fuck what you have or believe that you have and haven't gotten properly diagnosed and medicated, I have held a part time job for the past six months and I have about two semesters left in college for a major in informatics. Prior to starting my part time job, I have struggled internally with thoughts of if I was just wasting my time continuing college after fucking up computer science and have many times have just thought of resigning outright and just trying to work retail my whole life, and even then, I doubted that I'd be competent enough to even hold a job of that level. Thankfully, the past six months have debunked most of my insecurities of my own competence in anything and I have felt more confident in the past six months than I have felt the past four years. If "waaa I'm too much of an insecure bitchboi to talk to people"
is really the most of your problems, I unironically suggest offing yourself and doing the rest of society a favor, I deeply resent every self absorbed twat from your generation that thinks everything should be handed to them, not only have people like you taught me what it means to hate, your kind has done harm to the LGBT community that will take years to recover.
TL;DR: Either try to better yourself as a human being or fucking neck yourself