>>31194540you know there's nothing for them to be upset about if they know theyre the one you chose in the end. They might be a bit "what" about it, but telling the truth honestly makes the relationship stronger anyway. I'm not going to glorify you though, you are still shitty but I'd be somewhat of a hypocrite. My last bf was boring and actually we hardly talked and when we did he was a cunt, I fell in love with someone else during the same period of time and cheated. But you know what? I don't feel bad because I was going to dump his sorry ass for 3 months anyway. Im still with that current bf and he knows about it and all the confusion etc. Believe it or not you are human, just don't cheat on this one. If you ever actually feel like you need something else you have a discussion about it. You can go on a break, or she can at least understand the frustration youre feeling.
talking is the key to a mature relationship, even if it's the worst shit.
literally who the fuck cares, you cheated, its done - youre human and shit happens sometimes. You found something better and from my understanding its your current partner. Stop wallowing in self pity.
Also don't fucking do that to your family.
Iff anything goes wrong youll be crawling right back to them and expect them to welcome you back even though you mistreated the one set of people who care about you the most. Probably even more than your girlfriend. Get a fucking grip.