>>32879970I do try and i get where you're coming from, but you didnt even say what my efforts have been
went to daily therapy, both for mind and my burns, started doing all that mindfulness stuff and had a carer who would help me leave the house and teach me to socialize, one after the other they quit, the healthcare system for mental health is broken and honestly would rather you fail
i went out and tried to get a job, they took one look at my fucked up face and said no , did online college, got me nowhere
my mother even tries to take me out now, it got better a while, we went out and i tried to talk to people but my head screams 24/7 that im doing bad at it and these people hate me
its hard to overcome that, and i know its hard to understand, but sometimes you just get so tired of fighting a losing battle
i am whining on 4chan though which says a lot about me you got me there
