>>33099407I'm sorry, anon. I didn't really expect to see some feels on here but just know that everyone has times where they could have done something but didn't. Just know that you regretting it means that you care just as much as if you had went then, take it as a learning opportunity and remember it next time something sad comes along, and then hold your head high. I'm sure if she can look down from heaven then she's forgiven you for the minor trespass.