>>33106859 want to start a romantic relationship with her. Not just fuck her. I want to date her for 5 years and watch her freak out and cry with joy when I propose. I want to impregnate her, and raise a beautiful baby with her. I want that baby to do well in school, start a few relationships here and there, get in trouble (but not too much trouble), go to college, start a career and be happy. I want to be worried sick about our baby. I want to watch that baby grow into an adult and move out so I can be alone in the house with my (now middle-aged) Lillie. I want our son or daughter to call us every now and then, and visit as well. I want our son/daughter to love us and be glad we were their parents, not resent us.
I want Lillie to start fights with me until we get into screaming matches, then make up and fuck like rabbits. I want Lillie to be comfortable enough around me to fart without saying, "Excuse me," and the same goes for me. I want Lillie to feel OK with being 'ugly' around me.
I want her to die first to minimize her emotional suffering, and I want to mourn her every day after until I die. I want to be buried next to her. Then I want to see her in Heaven, where our souls will join and will live in bliss eternally.
That's what I want to do with Lillie.
