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Sceptile anon's back.
I feel like I've been wasting time being in fandoms. The Pokemon and MLP and Anime fandoms, I've been in them for years and gotten absolutely nothing out of them. I'd have gotten much more done if I'd made things for myself instead of admiring what others made, and I wasted too damn much time arguing with idiots about these things. I feel like giving up on Pokemon and MLP, I already decided not to buy USUM but I feel like giving up Pokemon completely and giving up on the fanfic I was planning on writing, MLP's become shit thanks to shit new writers and the fandom's full of Glimmerniggers (Obnoxious groupthinking cunts that love the shitty Chloe/Sparky/Scrappy Doo-tier Poochie that is Starlight Glimmer and harass anyone that doesn't), I feel like giving up on the fanfic I already wrote a quarter of and on all the fanart I was going to make...
I feel like giving it all up and moving on, but I can't, because I already made a three-year plan that necessitated getting famous in these fandoms so I'll get some views on my original stories and (big thing that could make me a career), even though that doesn't seem possible any more. I feel that if I told anyone this, I'd just get stock "If you like it then stay and if you hate it then go" and "Fuck you that's mean I don't like that fuck you" responses.
I feel like giving up on all this self-improvement make-a-career-online stuff and going back to complete and utter NEETdom, playing videogames all day and sleeping at night and never going outside. And I hate that. I hate that I've gotten so bored with the things I love, actually going back to that metaphorical pit of easy comforting failure looks like the better option for me, my mental state, and my soul.
And now, I'm starting to wish I'd just said something outlandish like "I once killed a wild cat with a rock because it scratched my little sister's legs up. My sister died a few years after that and never found out about it".
