>>33521514>>33521527Incoming blogpost
My parents are replacing the old carpet floors with wood, so I have to help them out. At the same time, I have an exam coming up for BIO 250 that I have to study for, which I also have multiple HWs due on the same day. At the same time, I have an essay for Humanities that I don't know the due date for because our professor's so tech-retarded that he doesn't know how to use the college website to let people turn in assignments, even though he's the website's 3 years old, and he's been here for much longer. Now, my joints are fucking dying from the gym + lifting shit out of my closet, yet my mom won't even let me take a shower, since she keeps asking me to do things, even though I've been doing that all day . "Can I use your laptop? I can't use the touchpad, can you get me your mouse? Can you get me your mousepad? Can you move my bed so I can reach the socket? Can you wash the dishes? Can you vacuum the floor?" and on and on, one after the other. And after all of this, I can't even spend the night cooling off, since I have to wake up early to help me dad disassemble the bed since we couldn't fit it through the door. I don't even WANT a wood floor in my room; I'm helping my parents renovate the house in a way that I'm not even going to like. It feels like no one respects my time, no one gives me a moment to just fucking breathe. My Bio teacher said, "Well, you better stuff your weekend plans, you're gonna be busy.", as if I was spending my weekend fucking around having fun instead of moving shit around the house.
And the worst part? It's all petty shit, and I know it's petty shit. It's not their fault that all this shit got piled on me at once. But I know that the second I say, "I had a really busy day today, can I just rest?", they're going to call me ungrateful, and act like I don't appreciate everything they do for. I do, mostly, but I just wish there was better time I could appreciate them.
