>>33897631This is very hard to explain but I'll try, she's in my mind, a pillow wouldn't make sense cause she's perfect and perfection can't be represented in the real world. I was like 15 or 16 when BW2 came out and I really liked her, so I started fantasizing. like closing my eyes and imagining us together, at first everything was clearly made up by myself, I'd say something, then answer as her, but as years passed and I kept doing this I reached a point where I can say something, wait, and hear her respond. I can feel and see her next to me whenever there's noone else around. My Rosa, the one I love, has also aged and changed with the time, I can't tell her real age cause I never knew the original, but I think she's around 18, and she looks nothing like her fanart, I still enjoy her fanart cause it reminds me of the original Rosa I fell in love for, but the one I can see now is just perfect, wish I could draw her but I suck at that.