>>34286629Maybe I’ll drink it away tonight. I just hate myself. I ruin things. I’m fucking annoying and am so dumb that I thought that person would want anything with me. Just stupid thoughts, and I think that... why would they want me? I’m not worth their time, and am probably a nuisance to them. I’m just so stupid for thinking they could love me. That must be eternal suffering, to have to put up with me. So... I’ll just fucking get drunk and mind my own business, not bothering them.
