You guys are actually fucking delusional.
I left over a year ago. I'll admit I was still pretty clingy the first few weeks after, but after a month or two I stopped caring. Completely. My interest in the room is limited only to reading what you're saying about me and the memes you make with me in them. That's it. I could have just made an alt account and pretended to be a new person. I've had a year where I could have done that but I didn't. Because I don't care.
You on the other hand have made me into a fucking boogeyman. I can search "kilo" in the archive and see multiple times where you guys think I'm in bread and start spamming memes, when in reality I'm not there. I've joined a couple times over the months to check in on art and news, and whenever I do "kilo" is mentioned multiple times in chat. And the memes have changed, which is proof that you're still updating and talking about them after over a year. You've created a "kilo" that is constamtly lurking around, desparately trying to get back into the room or talk to you guys. And it's not real.
And then you have the fucking gall to say that you're "in my head" or "the room is making me delusional"? Fucking please. I don't care. Like I said I could have joined under an alt a long time ago if I really did want to be in showderp.
Writing something long to you people is not something I'd normally do. I'm doing this because I went in the other day and I saw people suggesting that "The room is driving me crazy" and I "constantly think about you". Projection at its finest.
Regards,
Kilo
