>>36372220Only 20? Don't even despair, dude. You don't really get a full adult body until you're like 23-25.
My all means you are VERY young whether you feel like it or not. The next couple years should be enjoyed as much as possible. You are still young quite young, and you have the freedom to do what you will do and go where you will go. It's a wonderful time in life. Don't let it waste.