>>37220850I feel sorry for you because you're living a life fueled by envy and bitterness. There's more to life than that.
It's not about dominating or getting dominated. You may be right in that it's about strength, but if there's more than one type of strong and you don't need to prove yourself above anyone else to be strong. Matter of fact, I would argue that the urge to dominate other people is an act of pure insecurity. If you know you're better than someone, you don't need to beat them down. The urge to do that is 100% just you making yourself feel better about yourself.
It's like how guys with the smallest dicks are always the most vocal about how many women they've fucked. A guy who doesn't need to cover for something feels no need to do that. In short, your whole philosophy belies and strongly implicates you of being fucking weak and unhappy about it.
What you need to do is inspect your soul, let go of that baggage, and find a way to let go of that insectoid beta habit of clinging to social hierarchies. The great men at the top don't care about that shit, only the toadies beneath them are even aware of that spider web at all.