>>37588119My life's in good state right now, it has more to do with missing some things you had that will simply never return. It's a emotion experienced by most people at one point in their lives wherever they remember something from the past. Simply repeating the same thing you used to love as a kid won't do enough to relieve your sadness, you might even not have as much fun as you used to when you were a kid and may notice some of it's flaw or that it's just not exactly the same as how you used to view the things back then under a more creative mindset. It doesn't make much sense, sure, but state of emotions aren't logical to begin with, it just happens.