>>37830367Knowing that I'm a dumb, solipsistic, scared child, it only makes sense to run away, by your definition. I mean, for a weakling it's only right to act this way.
In fact, let me tell you just how retarded I am to the very core: deep down I believe my "true self" to be something completely incomprehensible and terrifying, a chaos incarnate that is bound by this life. And I believe that by killing myself I will unleash something far worse than hell itself unto Earth.
Now that you know my deepest convictions, can you say I'm not a retarded schizophrenic? Because even I think so.
>>37830410Just like stated above - I'm too far gone to be able to understand your view. If you think your life is "absolute garbage", well, you're talking to someone who's below rock bottom.
