>>38367653Because guests will judge me for being too skinny, or they'll think I walk autistically, or take the perception that I have an unwieldy posture, or adopt a notion that I eat or drink something they're not fond of and they'll look down on me for my conventionally childish, underdeveloped palate.
I'm not paranoid, birthed out of an untrue perception of the atmosphere. This is a genuine reflection of the human psyche and public opinion. I'm aware of how people perceive others, even if they don't make their opinions known vocally. Hence I seclude myself so they can't perceive me, since they barely know me.