>>38563160But, then, that shows you didn't learn anything from your first encounter with a rapist Audino.
You'd leading yourself right into where Audino wants you to be: ofuscated and impatient to have your measly revenge so much that you make an impulsive decision and end up in a worse situation than you started with.
Maybe that next attempt of payback would be your last shot, it'd go from "almost took it" to "fully claimed it and marked me as hers."
Audinos are like that, let it go. Don't fall for their games, that's what they want. If you respond, you lose.
It's better to conserve a slightly scratched pride than risk it getting completely broken and tainted forever in the most humilliating way possible.