>>39282012Hey anon, I know I'm just a random fag on 4chan, but please listen.
Depression won't go away out of nowhere. It might even never fully go away, but there is so much you do to make your life better.
The first step to a better life is bettering yourself. Miracle doesn't exist so stop hoping for one. Take care of yourself, clean your room, stop drinking alcohol, coffee or doing any drugs. Start sleeping at an acceptable time, start working out. Find a long lasting goal, get a hobby (which is probably pokemon). Stop having fear and stop giving a fug, etc.
The key to happiness is to constantly work on yourself and be a better version every day.
You are the one in control so shut the fuck up and start taking care of yourself you pussy