Never in my life have I been more excited yet disappointed in something

On one hand I love the mainline games and I know I'm gonna have fun playing Sword and Shield regardless of the news and whatnot, but on the other hand I think the Dex removal is a fucking stupid decision, and the excuses for the culling just infuriates me further. That, and I just feel bad not just for the concerned fans who want to see some improvement, but also for the apologists who defend these decisions with their lives.
That, and seeing this board be so fucking decisive about this is starting to piss me off. I get it, everyone has opinions but fuck me it feels like every thread is the same thing at this point, and it'll probably be like that for the next several days.

I'm just fucking sick of Gamefreak, not Pokemon.