>>39351022One of few themes for this part of the story
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zanfbgIPw0Again I’m breathing with you instead sleep
nothing is pictured on me
though my pulse is faster.
I know I’m hurting myself,
I’m letting you live in me.
You will stay here for longer,
you are pumped by my veins.
I can sit up, get up, go anywhere,
feel anything I like and I know
inside of me is still an empty place.
And you keep stalking after me like a shadow
making me sad or amuse m,
I am unable to kick you out of my head…
So fall asleep into me, don’t awake,
don’t breath instead of me…
I will be laughing from this, I know
I’m so afraid of that day…
I want to breathe
of you…
Body is not listening, don’t want to know the truth
and though I’m still trying to reach,
I have no chances.
Then once again I’m closing my eyes, feeding myself.
With my whole body, I absorb you.
I can stop, do anything, destroy, all unwanted dreams and I know
in a while you will make me them anew.
It’s not reaching though I’m using words,
ran out of idea which to make you feel,
I don’t speak…
You again give me your-nothing
