I am on the verge of passing out from pure exhaustion.
I have not slept in 72+ hours.
My eyes are swollen.
Bloodshot.
Eyelids purple.
God won't put me to sleep.
When I do finally fall asleep, I will see him die again.
Then I will be awake for the next 3 days.
There is no more "wake up and smell the roses."
I have become roses.