>>39791211You just want to be the object of affection that other people fawn over, while having all your wants and needs taken care of with no effort on your part. It's akin to fantasies of being a rock star or famous playboy millionaire.
There's nothing wrong with these fantasies, but keep in mind that once you die and get transported into the Pokemon world that you might prefer being an adventurous boy who can be the object of affection of the females in that world. In the end, it mostly comes down to how you'd like to act and what you see in your ideal partner.