Is it wrong of me to just want a new dimension just to myself where I could have my own friends? I really don't have any friends, and as for life pain, and autism, have become a nihilist, it has been over 6 years since I have dreamed, I often just wish to tear open a hole in the fabric of reality, slip into oblivion and create a universe from the best of my previous life's memory where Pokemon is a reality, am I crazy? stupid? or just stupidly hopeful?