>>41201423I'm going to be real, I'm fucking depressed beyond belief by how shit this turned out to be. I was looking forward to this all year. Even after the Dexcut, I kept optimistic by thinking it'd at least be a fun experience.
Losing my job, watching my mother die before me on her death bed, being forced to freeload off a friend, all I fucking wanted to do at that point was play Sword and Shield and take my mind off everything. But I couldn't even have that. It'll just dig me deeper for what could already be considered the lowest point of my life.
