>>41727646Well actually, I think I've only ever hung out with a girl
once.it was at uni. She invited me to hang out with her in her room, I was naive and said OK sure.
We just talked, played on her guitar, she even treated me to a meal, she was quite nice despite being a drunkard. I wasn't attracted to her at all though.
It was kind of awkward because she eventually sobered up and stayed on to work at the uni and I messed up my studies and had to do an extra year. So like she had to do a admin speech and I was a student still.
The only other girl who was as close was a cute Swedish exchange girl who I had to partner up with her and her friend on a work project.
Shed invite us all to coffee and chat before doing the work. She was very nice to me and she loved to listen to me talk about myself and tell her stories. She sit there and earnestly ask questions about me and it felt so nice someone was genuinely interested about me and my life.
I wanted to ask her out so bad but the fact she was an exchange student and the fact there was this other Swedish guy who they knew who was handsome kept showing up to talk to the girls put me off because I'm just some tall fat ugly guy who's at best just a pet for girls to occupy their boredom till someone better comes along.