>>41736622I honestly think it might be this then, every time I had a girl friend she ended up being incredibly cruel, both emotionally and physically, one even tried raping me.
I just can't connect to other girls nowadays, whereas men are the best bros one could have. In my Japanese classes or in Steam, all my friends are guys whom I can talk about anything and they feel comfortable enough to talk about anything as well, we take care of each other, have met to hang out several times, and honestly it's really nice. Other girls are always deceitful and outright scary.