>>41812175>be 11>playing SS under the covers because not allowed to have it during the school week, only weekends>parents fighting in the other room>hear various things like divorce and hating of life get thrown around>win the pokeathon with my typhoshion>happi.jpg>lights turn on above me>whip ds and headphones under blankets, sit up>mom yells about me not cleaning room enough>grabs an old toy, throws it against the wall>throws a book at me, misses>calls me a failure in comparison to other kids and says she genuinely wonders if I'm retarded>turns of light, leaves>kinda just stare at the typhloshion win screen for awhile before saving and turning off>next night try to catch a sytcher like nothing happenedPokemon got me through some real shit honestly. Sorry shit's gone south anon, try to be a good influence on your parents, be nice to them, maybe they'll get stable enough to keep on going.
