>>41946177Honestly what you said about the body image thing clicked something in my head that I repressed and hadn't put together before.
I've been groomed a lot on Rule34, Xat, Omegle, chat websites, Facebook, furaffinity... Mostly by furries and horny teens older than me.
They made me feel special and good and important... Like I was doing good. Especially at a time where my parents saw me as nothing but bad. They called me cute and hot and pretty and when I started getting into it they did too. But now that I'm older no one calls me cute or hot or pretty anymore. They don't try to groom me because I'm not young and small and cute anymore... It's really fucked with my body image. I feel disgusted with myself that I got old.
I feel like I'm disappointing people around me simply by not being small or well groomed.
