>>42004239I want to go to this huge New Year's event in my city, rather than stay home like every other fucking year, but I don't have friends to go with (or any friends at all for that matter)
I have the "blessing" of being a socially retarded shut-in and I feel like the night is going to end up very boring and awkward for me. When I see everyone else having fun together, I'm just going to be reminded of how lonely I am
But then again, it's the end of the decade and the beginning of a new one. It'll be 10 years till I get the chance to do this again and I want this decade to be different... so that's why I feel like I have to go
