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Any particular reason to why I'm being summoned this late in the evening, early in the morning?
I've been working on some organizational things to get a track of things again so that I can properly set up for a productive 2020.
Is your holiday going well? Are things fine with you? As I'm shifting through all the data, your name pops up a lot. It fills my heart with a mixture of emotions. Shame, anger, hatred, embaressment, regret, and wonder. Its taken awhile to fully digest, especially since I'm just now starting to get over her, but you really did a number on my psyche there friend. I sincerely loved you as a brother, and the wash of emotions that swells by me as I sift through the data, remembering it like a video in mind...well its an experience to say the least. Perhaps this sort of thing is for the best, after all you were never really capable of grasping empathy, but its something I hope you've learned to acquire since our parting.
Oh, and this message is to no one, I just figured I'd put it out there. Holiday feelings and what not.
:)
