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Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 19:49:58 No.42066260 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>42066273 >>42066477 >>42066493 >>42069255 >>42070260 >>42070274 >>42070420 >>42075500 >>42075819

Post your favorite pokemon and what hurts you the most this christmas eve / what hurt you the most this year.

Anonymous

Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 19:50:46 No.42066273 Report

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>>42066260
What hurt me the most this year was the girl I thought was the love of my life lying to me and abandoning me :)

Anonymous

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Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 19:51:33 No.42066284 Report

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It hurts me that I'm too ugly for anyone to love me

Anonymous

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Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 19:56:12 No.42066351 Report

Quoted By: >>42066594

It hurts me that I fell for a guy that doesn't love me back and will never love me back. He also said I'm ugly.

Anonymous

Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 19:57:55 No.42066382 Report

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>>42066273
Also, Mudkip.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:02:05 No.42066439 Report

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>favorite pokemon
the aura dogs
>what hurts most this year
it was a weird year. I finally got a decent job but my immediate family fell apart and I had to leave my childhood home - which most people want to do, I think, but the circumstances in which I left weren't exactly ideal. I broke up with my sort of boyfriend, entirely my decision, but the realization that I'm sort of incapable of staying with someone didn't feel great - it's not something I feel I've the right to complain about though since that's all due to my actions. overall I think what hurts most this year is because of a falling out with my father, I'm not going to see the new star wars movie with him. I know it'll be shit but we watched all of them together as far back as the phantom menace when I was just a tiny child. reconciliation isn't possible right now

Anonymous

Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:05:24 No.42066477 Report

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>>42066260
Togetic. For Christmas that loud noises are scary. For this year that my dad said it was my own fault for repeatedly getting sexually abused as a 12 year old

Anonymous

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Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:05:44 No.42066482 Report

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I did 2 mini cuts/bulks this year and almost cut down to abs but wasn’t able to see them.
I know I’m really pretty attractive and could actually get a hot gf but I’m too stuck in my head all the time and have a hard time interacting with people/don’t know social cues unless I’m hanging with other vidya autists.

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Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:06:25 No.42066493 Report

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>>42066260
That i survived the whole year

Anonymous

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Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:09:00 No.42066536 Report

Quoted By: >>42066591 >>42071279

I'm going to be 30 on the 30th and i don't really have good enough friends to celebrate it with. And I feel like my 20s were quite disappointing overall.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:13:03 No.42066590 Report

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First Christmas without my dad. He's not dead but he's not able to be here. First time in 20 years. But anons, we shouldn't wallow in disappointment.

Anonymous

Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:13:05 No.42066591 Report

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>>42066536
At least you'll get cool wizard powers

Anonymous

Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:13:15 No.42066594 Report

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>>42066351
That's a horrible feeling and I'm sorry you're going through that, anon.
You'll get over it though, I promise. It just takes time. So try to stay positive as best you can.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:16:33 No.42066636 Report

Quoted By: >>42066722

I don't feel satisfied or proud of the work I've done these past few months. I spent so much time drawing, and when I look back at my work I feel only disappointed. I'm trying to be less harsh on myself but I can't stop pointing out the flaws in everything I do.

Maddie Lion IGN Saskia SW-0400-7805-9809 !FsTTxUcRPg

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Maddie Lion IGN Saskia SW-0400-7805-9809 !FsTTxUcRPg Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:18:38 No.42066660 Report

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My baby boy.

What hurt the most was my grandpa dying this year. However he was 103 and got to see my cousin have her baby so I like to think he went out with no regrets.

Anonymous

Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:22:30 No.42066722 Report

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>>42066636
What if you look back at some of your art from ages ago or even just a couple of months ago and see what you’re doing better would that help?

Anonymous

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Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:24:35 No.42066745 Report

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Not being able to be with the woman I love for Christmas. Good thing to be hurting me the most I suppose; we’re long distance. And trying to pick a new career.

Anonymous

Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:26:28 No.42066759 Report

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>>42066482
Find someone patient and there are lots of autistic people who play video games I suppose bc of hyper fixation just lots of girls who are autistic don’t know because the diagnosis is a lot trickier also there’s more to life than relationship stuff. My girlfriend is my best friend and lemme just say it makes everything so much better and more fun. Just let it happen don’t force stuff. Enjoy life and don’t spend all your time waiting for something to happen like cherish the time you have and be in the moment. Wish you luck sweetie have a nice holiday

Anonymous

Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:27:45 No.42066776 Report

Quoted By: >>42066804

>>42066273
Holy shit, we're the same fucking person

Anonymous

Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:29:52 No.42066804 Report

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>>42066776
>same fucking person because you both got screwed in a relationship
this is why pop songs work

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Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:35:56 No.42066865 Report

Quoted By: >>42066898

my family treats me like less than a human, i might as well be a ghost this xmas, but i dont care
theyre self destructive and low iq so theyll darwin award themselves one day, some of them already have

Anonymous

Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:39:16 No.42066898 Report

Quoted By: >>42067021

>>42066865
Family isn’t everything. In my opinion friends are more important as you choose them. Hangout with your friends and make some good memories. A good bunch of friends can be more of a family than your relatives

Anonymous

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Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 20:48:03 No.42067021 Report

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>>42066898

Anonymous

Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 22:06:39 No.42068202 Report

Quoted By: >>42068268

I spent months calling a hospice that my dad was in. Every time I called, someone claimed that there was never a patient admitted. Finally, in October; my brother threatened the nurses working there to let him see their manager. Manager told us he died back in February this year. None of my fathers family even tried to contact me.

Anonymous

Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 22:11:47 No.42068268 Report

Quoted By: >>42068323

>>42068202
Holy fuck im so sorry anon that shit hurts like hell

Anonymous

Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 22:15:55 No.42068323 Report

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>>42068268
Thank you. I just wish there was a way I could get back at them.

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Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 22:19:53 No.42068382 Report

Quoted By: >>42069128

What hurt me the most this year was making some big changes in my life and having them all further affirm the fact that I'm a fuckup with no future who nobody will ever love.

Shuckle is cool, I wish he wasn't relegated to joke status quite so often. I liked him back when I didn't even know what base stats were. I remember smashing rocks in cianwood looking for him after I gave the gift one back because I missed him.

Anonymous

Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 23:13:00 No.42069128 Report

Quoted By: >>42070127

>>42068382
I hope 2020 will be better for you.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Tue 24 Dec 2019 23:21:56 No.42069255 Report

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>>42066260
I'm too mentally unstable to ever hope to be happy in life

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 00:25:23 No.42070127 Report

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>>42069128
Thanks anon, me too. I haven't given up quite yet.

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Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 00:36:48 No.42070260 Report

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>>42066260
I got to watch as my mom slowly died from a complication of sudden onset Crohn's that eventually left her in max organ failure for two weeks. I was the legal proxy so on top of visiting her for hours on end every day and watching her wither away more and more, I had to sign every paper and document and whatnot that they sent at me; eventually even the one basically saying to put her out of her misery after they had exhausted all of their options. Now she haunts my dreams and tells me that I pulled the plug too early (when she's not giving me depressingly realistic dreams of her still being alive and doing stuff with me like going on vacation or just watching movies or playing vidya together).

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 00:38:17 No.42070274 Report

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>>42066260
Either Volcarona, or Heliolisk.

I haven't been happy for years; both jobs I've had have just worsened my already bad depression and anxiety, and my family only wants me to move out because they don't want to deal with yet another burden. For fuck's sake, my little brother was in rehab for a year and a half and they still treat him like the sun shines out of his ass.

I really don't know what to do at this point. Suicide isn't going to fix anything, because I'd just fuck that up too, and my meds are just making it worse in the long run.

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Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 00:40:21 No.42070295 Report

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I have no hope for the future anymore. I've been so sad and alone that I can't even function correctly. I've ruined my GPA and am afraid I'll hurt myself if If something sends me over the edge.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 00:40:55 No.42070301 Report

Quoted By: >>42070816

This year has been the loneliness I've ever felt in my entire life. Every day feels like such a hassle and I was almost in the position to kill myself a few weeks ago, but don't have the courage to do it. People keep telling me it gets better, but if this year is any indication, it sure as hell doesn't. Everything is only getting worse.

I'm really not looking forward to 2020.

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Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 00:42:15 No.42070307 Report

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my penis is small

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Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 00:51:00 No.42070420 Report

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>>42066260

made a friend two years ago who became my best friend. he got chris hansen'd back in august.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 00:59:29 No.42070513 Report

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My dog died last Boxing Day and it's the biggest reason why my family's relations with each other are falling apart.

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Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 01:21:14 No.42070774 Report

Quoted By: >>42070968

My computer broke and I think I had some irreplaceable stuff on it. I was panicking earlier and I felt an impending sense but of doom but I’m feeling a little better now...

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 01:24:08 No.42070816 Report

Quoted By: >>42070957

>>42070301
I know how you feel, to an extent. I can't tell you it gets better because god knows I'm still a lonely fuck but hang in there anon. Have you tried finding some smaller internet communities that aren't vp or 4chan? I used this place for socialization for a long time but especially in the state it is now it really isn't ideal.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 01:35:56 No.42070957 Report

Quoted By: >>42071061

>>42070816
I have some online friends already, but even with them I still feel so lonely. The problem is that I have so much self hatred for myself that I can't bring myself to message any of them, so even if I do have friends, it's almost like I don't because I rarely ever receive any messages. Everyone thinks that I want to be alone, but it's the exact opposite; all I want is for them to talk to me. But due to all of this self hatred, I can't talk about my problems with them without feeling like a bother, so I bottle all of it up and hope someone will notice... and no one has.

Basically, I'm mentally fucked up and cause my own loneliness. It's a petty life I live.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 01:36:38 No.42070968 Report

Quoted By: >>42071750

>>42070774
Is it the hard drives specifically or you don't know? I think you can get a hard drive bay pretty cheap and maybe you can salvage your files.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 01:45:17 No.42071061 Report

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>>42070957
I'm glad you have internet friends at least. I know it's not easy but I'd encourage you to talk to them about shit. Not everyone is gonna be cool with it but nice thing about the internet is that it's easier to find people who are understanding. If not that just try to initiate some games to play together or something. Playing 100% OJ with my weirdo internet friends at least takes my mind off shit for a bit.
>Everyone thinks that I want to be alone, but it's the exact opposite; all I want is for them to talk to me. But due to all of this self hatred, I can't talk about my problems with them without feeling like a bother
I lost some IRL friends this year thanks to that exact attitude. I thought I finally found people I could be comfortable around. It's a really shitty pill to swallow when you realize that 99% of people want nothing to do with you if you're struggling with depression or whatever else and can't hide it 24/7.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 02:03:47 No.42071279 Report

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>>42066536
Don't worry the rest of your life will get even worse.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 02:39:30 No.42071750 Report

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>>42070968
I don’t know. I don’t know anything about computers. Whenever I try to start it up, it’s glitchy and I don’t even get to the sign in screen. I might try a hard drive bay. Thank you very much. I didn’t even know what a hard drive bay was.

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Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 02:48:00 No.42071869 Report

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I met someone who led me on and I fell for them hard. My best friend ended up leaving me because of this.

Didn't end up with them in the end. Lost both of them.

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Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 07:31:29 No.42074866 Report

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this year has been pretty shit overall but dad dying due to brain cancer fucking hurt. as he's the only family member i really loved or knew about (mom's only ok and the rest are either dead or are too far away)

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Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 09:33:22 No.42075500 Report

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>>42066260
I'm forced to work on christmas day and I feel like I'll never get the feeling back that christmas used to give me because I'm an adult

Anonymous

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Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 09:46:18 No.42075550 Report

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My dog had a heart attack and passed away. I was at university so I didn't get to say bye before she was buried. The worst part is I think I saw her having one the day before when I was home and didn't recognize what was happening so even though I told my parents/showed them a video out of concern, I should have lobbied to take her to the emergency vet more. Then a few months later I was getting back into Pokemon after a little while and saw my shiny Mawile I named after her, which was my first non-RE shiny. [/spoilers]

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Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 10:34:34 No.42075819 Report

Quoted By: >>42075893

>>42066260
Couldn't feel that it's Christmas season already, also
>tfw no cute bf/fwb

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 10:49:02 No.42075893 Report

Quoted By: >>42075936

>>42075819
>tfw no cute bf/fwb
Make it your resolution to change that by installing Grindr this holiday season.
Unironically, once, while vacationing far away from home, I was checking Tinder, despite not being in a position to really hang out with anyone there. I got into a conversation with a girl who really wanted to do lewd things with Blaziken, and it was surprising and amusing in a nice way.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 10:56:35 No.42075936 Report

Quoted By: >>42076166

>>42075893
>a girl who really wanted to do lewd things with Blaziken
Did she casually just mention this?

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Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 11:05:38 No.42075990 Report

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I've been a basement dweller lying around being useless since 2009, and now I have until next September to get my shit together before I lose my health coverage.

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Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 11:06:36 No.42075999 Report

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>Being a selfish bitch put my relationshp in a bad state but we're working on it but I know I will fuck it up
I don't even know what I'm doing wrong 80% of the time
>Need to focus on freelance work
>Motivation for making money is to move closer to him but he doesn't want to see me right now
>started drinking occasionally even though I hate the taste
>thinking of trying weed
>just want to fast forward to things being better
I deserve death suicide attempt number 2 here i come in 2020

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 25 Dec 2019 11:32:16 No.42076166 Report

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>>42075936
I can't remember, since it was a few years ago. She was showing her art or something, maybe.

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