>>42520547Dude shit does not get better in an instant, you have to work on yourself. But give it just a mere couple of month and you can fucking turn your life inside-out.
Youth is really nice but it is legitimately overrated. What's really valuable is HEALTH.
A lot of people do not get to enjoy, or actively hate, their "golden years". It's no use thinking about time which has passed, it doesn't mean anything. Think about the perspective of not just the people suffering in 3rd world countries, but the elderly. They would laugh at you for believing that being in your 30s is somehow considered not young. 80 years is a LONG fucking time, man. You can turn everything around. You have to shift the way you're thinking while holding on to what's important.
I don't know how to handle depression and I'm sorry. But I can say that you will not always feel like this and, when you get out of it, finally, you'll feel as though you are truly alive.
You're not alone. Just because you can't see any people going through what you are or ones who could help you at the moment, does not mean they aren't nearby. Be inspired by them.
